Bleck

Ok. Today's session kinda sucked. well, it had some good points. But I dragged it on too long. Ran outta treats. Chase was being his usual self, and as he had more fun he got more and more snotty. Umm...and then I tried to pick up his back hooves again. He struggled (he didn't last time, which rly kinda irks my irritated mind right now), scared the heck outta me for doing so, and thus it started going downhill. I shoulda stopped there. But no. I just HAD to try to end it on a good note. This failure is all my fault, rly. I shoulda been over and done with it. Dang. My thoughts are RLY out of wack right now. I never think this negatively. almost never, anyways. Right now I'm pretty sure I'm the WRONG HUMAN to handle this colt. That Mickie and her family were right. That I'm not cut out for this. It just freakin SUCKS! umm.....I'm done with this entry. I'll add another when I'm feeling better. Bring out the sweet tea and chocolate! lol...