A New Way Of Thinking

..a ton has happened, and way more than I can explain. Chase and I have reached heights I've only dreamed of. And I realize, there's a lot of myself I have to work on. One thing to work on at a time, though. Firstly, and most importantly, I have to start believing in myself. Because Chase and I CAN do this, no matter what other people say. It doesn't matter if they don't believe in me, because Chase believes in me, and so do the friends that are the most important to me. I just need to start having a little more faith. And what a relief. Nothing is going to take Chase away from me. Ever. You can not imagine what that means to me. Even if my world crashes away from me and I'm left alone again (which I doubt will happen, but...), I'll still have Chase to lean on. Finally...something constant in my life that won't change. Chase and I have become connected in a way I never thought possible....and its been amazing. I no longer can imagine being without him. The idea is scary and hurts. Lol. I truly love that horse. :) And I can say that I know what love is-I'm sure of it. Love isn't romantic (it can be, but in its purest form, it is originally not), not exactly. It runs through your core and calls your being-that's as best I can describe it. It's where you will do ANYTHING for someone, with no regards to yourself at all. That's what love is. In my opinion, at least. ...that's all for now. :)