We've breached the wall-and it's become consistant. Yesterday's play session was just...amazing. He was completely 'with' me. Asking questions, putting effort into it willingly, and so, so light. There were no 'evil thoughts'. There wasn't any discussion-I just asked and he did, and we slipped into a dance (there's no other word for that feeling) almost effortlessly. It really felt like the partnership and the bond was strong-it was so amazing. Obviously, I still can't think coherantly over it. And it wasn't just this session-it was the one before, and the one before that. It's just...so amazing. Wow. And yesterday, I decided to really test it and take off the halter-he was completely connected. Always was looking to come back to me, offering me his ideas, and I knew enough to take them and shape them, it was just awesome. We've come so, so far in just a few weeks. Just wow.
These past few weeks have been eventful. I've acquired a new job in Lakeville-consequently I've pretty much moved out of my parent's house. Which is harder than I thought it would be. But I'm looking towards the future and what possibilities lay ahead. Chase is being moved to Lakeville as well so I can see him everyday and take care of him that way. I'll be visitng Inver Grove from time to time, but I don't think it'll go farther than that. So it's a huge change, and I'm just soaking in all in for now. Umm...I guess that's it.
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